It's unrealistic to expect for me to always be on my best behavior and to open up before my time. It's unrealistic of you to expect that I will always be available to meet you with empathy and emotional receptivity. This is what happens when 2 living beings inhabit the same space.
Tension. Good and sweet.
Tightness. Taught loving'.
Keep me breathing. Keep me growing. Keeps me knowing that it's alright to have conflict. Embrace the natural order of things. For if we didn't know this, how would we know peace? Beautiful things require effort, disappointment and perseverance and if you think I'm afraid of disappointing you've been disappointed again. I've people pleased for way too long and I can't live this way. I can't live my life for you and for me. So now I'm showing up and the boat is rocking. It's not personal. If I don't learn to do this now I'll be steamrolled over in a heartbeat. Be sucked dry like Spongebob when he was stuck in Sandy's treedome. So I'm showing up, being present and honest about what I feel and need. I'm not asking you to makes space for me. I'm making my own.
MahYah
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